WANTED

My babycravy is peaking this week...seriously people. Pompey and I have been talking about my desire for a girl coupled with such a strong desire for another baby. I know my friends worry about what IF it is another boy. And believe me. I worry about the same thing. What IF? Because obviously it is a possibility. But even with that looming the desire remains the same. I am so curious as to who this little person is going to be. I have never WANTED to be pregnant this much since we decided to start our family. We were intentional and trying with Pitufo and pleasantly surprised by Tiny since we knew we wanted four and at least three but this craving is crazy. Is it biological clock? Or something bigger?
I love the way God designs our families. Puts everyone in their place at exactly the right time and right place. If Tiny had been a girl, I am not so sure this desire would be so strong. Three is good. But four is better in my mind. So...I just had to get that out there. This baby, whenever it makes its make itself known and alive, is wanted. No, I am not with child. Just thinking. And dreaming.